Charcoal, ash, tar
Broken ass car
Lonely bastard
Holds his last card


Best to wait
If I've been silent
You can guess I'm on my next escape
Meditate on my test of faith
Having less to weigh has been a hefty lesson
When the heads a mess
Investigate
Pressing yes on that message waiting but
What's left if you never had a chance?
What's messed up is that I knew it in advance
Yup
I Expect the worst
And get surprised when its not so bad
Think I'll survive
Not so fast
Don't be so quick to slip off the mask
Mismatch if it's not your fash
And keep to self if you forgot to ask
It's a lot
And I'm off the map but no matter where I go I gotta stop n laugh
Like
Could have had it way worse
But the pain endured along the way still hurts
I gave birth to the
Main verse and
Raised curtain on a vain person
I don't find worth in fame
I ain't searching for that little bit of burst of flame
Ain't trying to be the first with that certain saying
So regurgitate when you sure to hate cuz im made of

Charcoal, ash, tar
Broken ass car
Lonely bastard
Holds his last card
Charcoal, ash, tar
Broken ass car
Lonely bastard
Holds his last card

I'm too tall to sell myself short
But the balls too far to land in my court plus
I'm bad at sports and my dad's divorce was only half the source
With a pinch a soft
And a dash a course
It's a lot of salt
But I'll adapt of course
I've had remorse and Im passed it
If they can't forgive I can't have it
Damn, that's it
Fact is, had a savage past
With a fam full of addicts and passive aunts
Had
Hands tied behind
Bad spine
While they
Chastised my
Damned mind
No time left to be always high
When i bet my last dime on a bald faced lie
As I
Step aside to wash away pride and
Watch it all die right in front of my eyes....

So cut me up right before you sup me but
I ain't shuttin up just because you interrupt me
Nah
This ain't for anybody but me
I'm just trying to do my own thing right
Fuck me
Can't trust me to not make a fowl
So throw handshakes or toss me scowls
Ima grow fans for the sake of made vows
And relate to mistakes I make and face now like
I should be getting ready for bed
But if I could die happy I'd already be dead
So
Say what you meant to my face in-
Stead of that fake replacement
With intent to cement my placement
I place both palms to pavement
Engraved with a tiny statement
"I'm finally able to represent what I'm made of"

Charcoal, ash, tar
Broken ass car
Lonely bastard
Holds his last card
Charcoal, ash, tar
Broken ass car
Lonely bastard
Holds his last card